Welcome to Balleeall. This is my current life project, direction, strategy, goal . . . whatever you want to call it. I've had a rough couple years trying to find my way and fit my life around my broken body. I came up with Balleeall as a means of being as productive as I can, and slowly, ever soooooo slowly working toward my legacy. Balleeall is also my social media marketing experiment. It is a process of healing, of purging my life to fit my capabilities, of seeking a life of productivity within my physical restrictions.
My current primary focus is on home and family. While I was working full time, I did not have the energy or the proper priorities to take care of my children and my home as I would like. The result is a home that is starting to look like hoarders live here, and much of it is unfinished or needs repairs. My children have done well, and I believe that upping mommy skills a notch is my own need and not necessarily something they were missing out on. However, in order to be able to focus on my home and family, I must focus on myself first. How can I care for them if I am a mess?
For years, I have been obsessed with productivity and how people get things done. I can't seem get it, because many around me who want to have clean houses and pretty gardens and make themselves look nice are able to pull it off and I am not. I have some health problems that are prohibiting me from doing all the things I want to do. I finally gave up, and decided that I would just do what I can. I have a terrible time making decisions, so I made myself a prioritized checklist that I can follow daily. Most people don't need to remind themselves to eat or sleep, but I do. If I get into a project or a really good book, I will defer everything else. This list keeps me from doing that. I have it in EVERNOTE, so I can access it easily and often. This is my start, and I will see where I can get from here.
DO NOW - Balleeall
DO NOW - Balleeall